I can’t believe I was completely oblivious to the fact that nothing will ever be the same. One thing about me is that I give in easily, but that only results in disappointment. If you wanted to be with me, at least continue to make an effort to do so.
Nowadays, I don’t feel as happy as I was before. Don’t get me wrong, though. I’m not exactly depressed or anything, but I’m just not happy as much anymore. Life isn’t the same anymore. I’m drifting away from many, many friends. I’ve been filled with large amounts of work. I’ve been busy with extracurricular activities. I’m continuously stressing out, and I don’t have time anymore. I hate it. I want to get close to my friends again. I want to have less work, and I want to be happy. I know I have the power to control and lead my life, but it’s not exactly working out.
I can’t describe it. It’s ineffable.
You see, I believe too many people have a sense of pride nowadays. You can’t say something without them being so defensive about it. Which in many cases, they’re always the right person. Quite frankly, it’s hard to even take the initiative because under no circumstances, they’ll remain biased. Sigh, and they wonder why I have trouble trying to take the initiative.
Heartbreak Collision
Dolla
m1ko:
Heartbreak Collision - Dolla
“Damn we used to kick it, now we disconnected
I thought we was different, but we ain’t no exception
Late night texts keep us arguing
Used to be running through my mind, now you’re jogging
Now you’re just walking and footsteps lightly
‘Til they start to fade away and all I hear is silence
But it ain’t here never after no attachment
Used to be amazing, don’t know how that happened
Used to say I love her and I would really mean it
Now I’m sitting thinking trying to comprehend the meaning”
(Source: reinerandrewdelacruz)
I think it’s ironic how people still give into the terms of “I’ll always be there for you” I’ve realized that people only say it to catch other’s and make them feel of significance or the essential to themselves. In this sense, forever is only a figment of belief. But what happens in the end? Everything blows out of proportion. Change is inevitable.
Decided to seclude myself from the outside a little more. Sometimes, there comes a point where you need to find that escape route. Maybe this’ll be a better getaway for the personal.
AM Kidd - You Still Exist.
No disappointment.
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